IT'S NOT OkAy 😭

 Sometimes it's not always gonna be alright.

Sometimes it's seems the world is against just you.

And you against the world.

But it's fine if you feel that way. huh!!! Yes I said it's fine if you ever feel that way.

It may hurt so bad that you will want to end it all.i can relate to that hmmmmm!! I've had much of that experience more than you may think or worst .

You will only understand true happiness after you have conquered pain, 

Happiness always comes at the end never loose hope.

People go through a lot of pain 😭 in divers manner,a different taste of pain , it could be rejection, 😕 the pain of rejection taste differently,it peirce through you like a knife, bringing out the beast in you.

you wouldn't want to experience that but it will sure happen yeah.but you only conquer this kind of pain with distractions. 

It could be failure, the pain of failure is very bad, it's a kind of pain that will break you , you will be reduced to nothing in your own very thought,it will make you feel unworthy of anything.

You will only conquer this kind of pain with determination,yes determination of never to give up 💪 pick up ur pieces, stitch yourself back ,put those cotton on ur ears not to listen to negative comments or thoughts.then try again.

Pain of betrayal: this kind of pain hurt differently,it might break you or mould you into a stronger person, when you are broken by pain of betrayal it doesn't kill the trust you have in you for that person or people it breaks you because you have been waiting for a sincere apology or explaining but it never comes,which hurt so much . But when you are moulded by pain of betrayal it kills any trust left in you for that particular person or people, because the pain is deep and the wound may never heal so this harden the victim's heart so much that instead of drowning in the pain it hardens their heart.

In all of this sometimes it's okay not to be okay.

U can only be okay when you accept the pain, feel it ,cry if you can ,let it all out,talk to someone if you can , scream at the top of voice, then cry again untill you are tired, then u'll realize the new you. 

   Never forget I'm always here for you!

      Come talk to me I love you!!